white-knuckle
verbEtymology Evoking the imagery of tightly clenched hands with reduced bloodflow to the knuckles.
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To endure despite feeling terror, fear, apprehension, anxiety, discomfort, or torment.
- The rest of the drive home I white knuckled it.2010, Tanya Ebert, Mystical Puzzle, page 24:
- “I white-knuckled it down there. Went as fast as I could. I didn't tell anyone I was going. When I got there, they wouldn't let me in. Because I wasn't family.”2017, Susan Mallery, Maisey Yates, Baby, It's Christmas & Hold Me, Cowboy:
2 more examples
- There’s an industry term for white-knuckling it through crypto’s wild volatility without selling: “hodl.”2021 April 25, Erin Griffith, “We’re All Crypto People Now”, in The New York Times, →ISSN:
- Some J-CATs didn't even take medication, meaning they white-knuckle this lifestyle, possibly unaware of their deviation from reality and normality.2023, Justin Cook, Infectious Injustice:
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To grip tightly in fear, apprehension, suspense, or nervousness.
- That lifting sensation is so strong, I inadvertently feel myself white-knuckling the hand grips.2020 November 2, a425couple, “Honda Pulls Mario Andretti From Driving the Two-Seater IndyCar”, in rec.autos.sport.nascar (Usenet):